Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Hey to all the people who were feeling down before,
To the people who are feeling blue about life, I'm always there if you need me!
This special section is also dedicated to the people who have been helping me ride over this tough time (Gloria, Rachael, Eugene, Fang Qi, Dean, Si Yu, Gwendolyn, Genevive, Merilyn, Aaron, Ryan Chin, Esther, Sandy, Crystal, Astrid, Joel and my ever cool MOM). Thanks for being there during the most uncertain period of my life so far.
Haha for those who are clueless as to what was going on. Just take it as i was sorting out my thoughts.
So i took this 1 week to think it through,
I prayed to God, confided in friends (on the bus, in school, text messages etc.).
Trust me I thought really hard as to where i went wrong, I apologised to the people i hurt but somehow things didnt work out. It kinda got worst. I really dunno why, haha but i did everything i could in an attempt to salvage the situation.
The week passed slowly, trust me when all you do the whole week is think about it, dream about it, feel depressed and sad, time will pass you slowly. But then through it all you find joy in knowing that there are people in life who will stand by you, care for you and listen to you because they care.
So i took a week(yeah I took ONE WEEK and a few days more) to come up with this conclusion which i may live to love or regret:
To the one who was once the dearest to me,
1: I really dunno what i did wrong especially since i seeked your consent.
2: I apologise if i have hurt you in anyway.
3: If you ever need me, I will still be there to help you.
4: No matter what happens in the future, here's a toast to you and all that life may bring you.
5: Thank you for everything. I love you!(yeah this time it's sincere)
We'll move on together or not,
April-lxy
(love is all around)
