Wednesday, June 24, 2009
are you happy? 6/24/2009 07:14:00 PM
Firstly, I'm not flaming, I'm ranting.I dont believe i am a 100% rational person so this post may be biased and i acknowledge that.
Dont get hurt by it, if not i rather you dont read it.
This is a public blog. Hence, I'm not mentioning names.
Please do not assume i'm talking about you. Cos the probability of that is one in six billion.
Never in my life have i ever experienced such anger.
And seriously i dont know what i am really angry for.
Inside, I'm screaming for
both happiness and disappointment.
After struggling to let go for 5 months, I've learnt to let go and get my life back on track.
Seriously, he wasn't even worth 1 month of my time.
I scream for happiness, I've let go.After 5 months of ups and down, I was pleasantly surprised when i found out that everyone who deserved what they had, suddenly got DEMOTED to be the same those who got it by chance.
I screamED for disappointment, what the hell man!After learning of his "resurrection", I realised how low a person could stoop to the extent of looking like a pathetic dog, hungry for leftovers.
I'm sorry for the harsh use of this animal which is normally used to describe
lowly creatures.To all Dog lovers, I like SOME dog such as nice, pretty dogs like Maltese, like Kiki, Rachael's dog. However, dogs like pathetic people(eg. Fat stray dogs(You're so fat we ran around you to exercise!)(anyways thats not the point)) are a disgrace to mankind.
I scream for happiness, I never knew one could be so pathetic.During the difficult period of 5 months, I found a friend to really rely on, and many others who were there for me.
The same person who comforted me when i fell out of love or when life kept throwing more challenges for me to overcome, still stood there for me again, yeah YOU, the skinny one on friends for sale who bought me.The same people who made sure my life wouldnt be swayed left and right saw through me again.
I scream for happiness, I have a shoulder to cry on. Oh well just to really prove that i'm not bisaed against dogs,
aint this dog cute? It likes Peking duck, yeah i fed it.
Thats KIKI rachael's dog.
And this is
Rachael MY dog, lol kidding! shit she's gonna kill me.
Haha thats all i wanna blog about.
Before I end,
I love you, I love the world.
Thanks you God, for the blessings.
I'm not flaming, I'm ranting.
April-lxy