Tuesday, September 7, 2010
ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE OF LIFE.
whoever who came up with that line ought to be shot. cause now that i'm looking on the brighter side of life, i realize how pathetic my life is.
I WANNA RUN AWAY, ELOPE. LEAVE SINGAPORE.
Today, i read Gwendolyn's blog, she left for Australia when we were primary 4. When i read her blog, i could barely recognise her, though she kinda grew a little plump, but you know what she looks happy, really happy.
then i went on to read her blog a little further and i realize she has everything i have, a partner, girlfriends, good school and great parents. But she looks10 times happier than me.
She blogs about how amazing her life is, i blog about school work. I remember vaguely how she was quite sad about leaving Singapore for Australia and how i felt quite relieve that my parents didn't think of migrating. Now, looking back, i wish i were her.
The government, our parents, grandparents call us the generation that cant take a little hardship.
But come to think of it, we study hard now, fight our guts out with all the competitve PRCs, when we go out to the workforce, history will repeat itself.
Cars are so expensive, houses are quite expensive as well.
Then we'll have children, and we'll have to watch them suffer just like us or even worst.
The vicious cycle the repeats itself.
they say running away isnt a solution.
But we only get to live once, shouldnt we make the best out of it and live a carefree live, balance work and play, pursue passions, learn the piano because you love it and not because of exams.
Migrating to less stressful environment would be the best solution in my opinon.
Leave all your worries behind you and live a fulfilling life that you wont regret at your deathbed. Rather than to work your whole life to find that you're dying of some incurable disease but you cant leave the world yet because you haven't found something worth living for, then you spend all your money that you've earned to cure you of your disease and when you're healthy again, you realize, you're back to square one.
No point thinking, about running away cause i owe my parents too much and i don't have the heart to run away just yet.
this is so depressing to think about.
back to coin dozer and market structure,
April-lxy
April-lxy
